Sometimes, getting homework done is difficult.
In fact, doing work at school is hard, too.
I dread going to work, and I hate volunteering, and I hate interacting with people at all.
Some days, being productive in any way is hard. Yet doing nothing is even worse because that means I have to spend more time with myself.
Those days, I never want to get out of bed. I don’t want to get up, put on a fake-ass smile and act normal when really, I can’t help but focus on how much I intensely hate myself.
Go fuck yourself, Nicole. You ruin everything.
I hate you.
Sometimes, getting homework done is difficult.
In fact, doing work at school is hard, too.
I dread going to work, and I hate volunteering, and I hate interacting with people at all.
Some days, being productive in any way is hard. Yet doing nothing is even worse because that means I have to spend more time with myself.
Those days, I never want to get out of bed. I don’t want to get up, put on a fake-ass smile and act normal when really, I can’t help but focus on how much I intensely hate myself.
Go fuck yourself, Nicole. You ruin everything.
I hate you.
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